Priesthood Promises
March 16, 2017
Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB
I, the LORD, alone probe the mindThere is a spirit in the air tonight. A spirit of seriousness, a spirit of solemnity. Perhaps that is related to the season in which we now find ourselves. Perhaps it is related to Lent. Or perhaps it is related to the promises our brothers are about to profess.
and test the heart,
To reward everyone according to his ways,
according to the merit of his deeds.
Along with this spirit of seriousness there is also an ideal of justice. This stands for this and that stands for that. Promises are made. Promises are ratified in the act of ordination. Promises are kept. Promises become real in the daily blessing, the daily grind of the priesthood.
And there is a reward these brothers can expect from their fulfillment of the promises they are about to make, a reward in service and a reward through service to an eschatological reality, a reward beyond.
And they have a right to expect that reward based on the promises they are about to make, because these promises are not perfunctory. They are not minor, these promises cut to the core of the human experience, they demand something of these men who are here tonight.
In light of that, I am interested in going back to the first part of this statement from the prophet:
I, the LORD, alone probe the mindAnd he does test, he is testing.
and test the heart.
How true these words are, not only in the context in which our Lord spoke them through the prophet, but also in the context of our world today, even in the context of the celebration we observe on this night, in this unique moment and place.
Here tonight they and we are called to answer certain questions:
Do any of us here tonight expect that our lives will be easier because we believe in God, because we cast all of our hopes on Christ? They will not.
Do you expect that privilege will be offered to you because of the so-called sacrifices you are making, that in giving your life to the Church there is a showcase showdown awaiting you even in this present life? There is not.
Do you believe that there are easier days ahead than the hell of this seminary you are currently enduring? There are not.
Brothers and sisters do not kid yourselves, we are not living in an age of comfort or a time of privilege, we are not conformed to the world of reward as we understand it in the popular culture around us.
We are living in a moment in history when the world must hear the Word of God proclaimed boldly and fearlessly, or the world must perish. We are living in a time when we in the Church must be bold and fearless or we shall perish, or worse, we shall render ourselves useless, archaic.
Tonight some brothers of ours are coming here to publically acknowledge what is true in their lives, finally and definitively true. They are here to acknowledge the One to whom they owe fidelity. They are here to profess what they believe. They are here to say that in a time of coercion, in a time when the vicissitudes of culture are yapping at their heels, that they are free. They are free to do what they are about to do. And it is momentous, momentous and final
Tonight we gather to experience something radical, the reality that there is still, in our Church and in our world, something beyond the commonplace, something that transcends the everyday, that there are still men of guts and courage.
You are men of courage and this didn’t develop overnight, even over the years you have spent here.
This is something written in your bones before all ages. We can countenance vocation but God carves the vocation in our hearts.
This is something that has been spoken to us in countless ways
In the childhood ways of playing at life and hearing in simple ways the voice of the Lord inviting us into his radical life. Or maybe it was through suffering more than play.
It is something experienced in the throes of adolescence, finding in desperate moments the strength to resist peer pressure, the fortitude to overcome what was expected for what was ideal and say: I am yours Lord. Or giving into those temptations and learning the surreptitious path of the Lord, leading back to him in the mustiness of the reconciliation room.
It is something we find in the fervor of conversion, eyes filled with tears on bended knees before the Blessed Sacrament, found in the piercing question: Why me? Or in the simple leaning into a vocation that has always seemed to be there.
It is this something that gives us the courage, the fortitude brothers and sisters to believe in our day that the God who called Moses, the God who overwhelmed Egypt, the God who uttered words of comfort through the prophets, the God who enthroned David, the God who comforted those in exile, the God of armies, the God of hosts, the God of thunder, the God who in the fullness of time insinuated himself into the womb of a poor girl, the child of conquered people, the God who became flesh, this God today is calling us. He is calling us deeply and profoundly. He is calling us, just as he did those ancestors of old to something heroic.
Can we believe that God is calling these weak men and calling us to something heroic?
Where do we stand? Can there be a little corner of ourselves that still seeks God unconditionally? Or is there a moment here to seize the radical?
Brothers and sisters, the radical is within our grasp.
Ask God for the grace to help you persevere in your vocation.
Ask God and you will find in a world of doubt and confusion what is really important. You will find the love of all because you want to love. Love in the name of Jesus, love in the name of His holy Church. Love in the name of the misunderstood Christ. Love in the eyes of the old and the dying seized with mortal anguish at the threshold of the awesomeness of eternity, love in the sparkle of the new parent, love in the forceful embrace of little ones, in the handholding of the housebound, the trembling grasp of the grieving. Love without compromise and without cost. Love the unlovable, the stranger, the unbeliever, the prisoner, the bum, the defiant one. Love with all your hearts and you will never be lonely, never lacking in friends. His love, as you give it away, will be sufficient for you. Love with the conviction that God alone probes the mind and the heart will turn our sorrows and our sense of being outcast into gladness, into the fullness of joy, so ask Him.
Ask him now. My brothers, your time spent at Saint Meinrad is coming to an end. In a few weeks you will leave this Hill for the last time. You will no longer have the daily support of seminary life to keep you faithful to the promises you are about to make. You will have to be sustained by humility, the humility to implore the God of time and place to be true to His word. He will give you the strength to be true to yours.
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