1. Third Sunday of Easter
    April 15, 2018
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    You are the witnesses of these things
    Mr. Taylor Steggs had already lived three lives in his eight chronological years. He was a man of experience, having moved beyond the Oxford idyll of his youth to the metropolis of Atlanta. He had made the grand tour of Europe with his mother, Mrs. Taylor Steggs and his father, Mr. Taylor Steggs, Sr. and of course, now he had a sister, the wonderful and vivacious Miss Taylor Steggs. Mr. Taylor Steggs loved his sister beyond measure. He liked to talk to her, although her vocabulary was somewhat limited by her having only, as yet, achieved the age of 6 months. He liked the little strolls they took together, Mr. Taylor Steggs pushing her carriage, which Mr. Taylor Steggs referred to as a “taxi”. And, of course, he liked telling her things from his three lives worth of experience. He liked, he loved, sharing his knowledge with his sister’s hungry little mind.

    When we catch up with the family, they are on their annual visit to Oxford. They came each year to visit Mr. Taylor Steggs, Sr.’s mother, the elder Mrs. Taylor Steggs. Today, a beautiful June day, the family is walking in the cemetery, visiting retired members of the family, as well as Oxford notables, like Mr. Faulkner, whom Mr. Taylor Steggs had been told was a very talented and lovely man, even if he was given a bit to the drink. While his parents walked ahead, Mr. Taylor Steggs pushed the taxi and did what he did best, talked. When they stopped at the large tomb of his ancestor, Great Grandfather Steggs, known to the whole town as Mr. Taylor Steggs, he sat down on a nearby bench to speak in earnest to his sister. He had great dreams for Miss Taylor Steggs, which included a doctorate from Ole Miss and terpsichorean grandeur. While he was waxing eloquently, he happened to look down at his fat hand, resting on his fat thigh and he noticed something strange, his hand, even in its fatness had become quite translucent. Quickly, he held it up to the light filtering through the trees around Great Grandfather Steggs’ tomb and he felt an odd feeling. Mr. Taylor Steggs was disappearing. Literally, he was becoming fainter and fainter by the moment and what was more, so was his sister, and the carriage, and the tomb of Great Grandfather Steggs. All of it was evaporating. He looked ahead on the path and he could see his parents ahead, but becoming fainter and fainter, almost perspiring into the wind being eradicated by the slow knife of time.

    And of course, this made him smile to himself. He knew on this June day in Oxford that time was being eaten up, that kyros and chronos were oddly and beautifully conflating, surreptitiously conflating. That is because, Mr. Taylor Steggs knew that it was Easter.
    You are the witnesses of these things
    Brothers and sisters, we stand today before an all-encompassing mystery, not only the mystery of the dying and rising of Jesus, but a mystery that touches us, each one of us, personally, sensually.

    All of us are called to be witnesses of these things we have been experiencing in the past days, the grandeur of the paschal mystery of Christ.

    It is the mystery of life, the life which is forged, not on human endeavor alone, but human endeavor, heated in the forge of divine promise and hammered out on the anvil of dreams

    It is the mystery of death, not death as the end of our striving, our longing, but death that arches up through the tree-line of our imaginations and points out the gates of a greater destination, a higher home.

    It is the mystery of hope, hope that strives day after day, through the quixotic quagmire of atrocities and mendacities, to hold out arms and hands to a higher reality, a reality far from us, yet erotically near.

    It is the mystery of faith, a faith that shuns, that puts aside all of our pretentious attitudes and lives fortuitously into the life prescribed in the imaginations of children.

    It is the mystery of love, a love not concluded in the attraction of bodies, but a love which pours itself out onto the mystery of the cross.

    And into this mystery, in this paschal season, we disappear, we are eradicated and our peculiarities, our ships of purpose, our states, our forms become caught up into the only authentic place they can be, into the Body of Christ and the mystery of God.

    For you see, the events of Easter have changed things. They have changed the world, allowing us to be something other, something greater than ourselves.

    They have allowed hesychasm, the mysterious lost silence of our world, a world now forever parked on the peripheries of an empty tomb.

    Like those men and women of old, we stand in the light of an Easter morning, a light that penetrates our flesh and makes us translucent, becoming light from light.

    Like those men and women of old, we stand in the joy of an Easter morning, a joy that moves us away from attachment to self, to pursuits of the flesh, to others, a wild joy, a hilarious joy.

    Like those men and women of old, we stand in the threat of an Easter morning, a threat to our closely guarded relationships, and those bodies to which we cling like wayward boats to anchors in the storm of seas.

    And you, you are the witnesses of these things

    You are the witnesses of these things

    You are the witnesses of a world in which the inevitability of sin dissolves into the inevitability of salvation

    You are the witnesses of a world in which the chains of poverty may be broken and the threat of war may be silenced

    You are the witnesses of a world in which the light of the resurrection may illumine the darkest corners of the human imagination, or perhaps the less-than-human imagination.

    You are the witnesses of a world that speaks the babble of babes and the dreams of little men and women.

    You are the witnesses to that slow knife of time that cuts and cuts with such precision until nothing is left in me and you that is not God, that nothing is left of me and you at all.

    You are the witnesses of a people who come without solidity, even without probability, to offer hands outstretched to the mystery of Easter, a mystery enfolded for us in the contours of bread and the acidity of wine.

    Brothers and sisters, you and I are he witnesses of these things.

    We are the witnesses of these things.

    What in the world shall we do?



  2. Solemnity of Saint Joseph
    March 19, 2018
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    The images of St. Joseph are very varied. In some places he is an old man, barely able to support the infant Jesus AND a lily. In some places he is a young man, full of vigor and energy.  Such is the image in the back of our chapel. In some places he is a shadowy figure, hanging in the background of events, hovering over the mother and child, but really, not having much to do with the whole business of eschatological fulfillment. I like to think of St. Joseph as a young dreamer, not unlike many of you. And we know, St. Joseph was a dreamer but, of course, who isn’t?

    Like all young people, St. Joseph must have dreamt about his future work, his home, his family. What were his parents like? What did they hope and dream for him before he was even born? What did young Joseph dream of? Did he hope for adventure, for heroism, for fortune? Like all young boys he dreamt, and I am sure he never dreamt of being the sidekick of the immaculate virgin and the foster father of the Word Incarnate.

    That is because those vocations were not his dream, but God’s dream for him. God had a different dream for Joseph, a dream which figured into the great plan of the universe, a dream inscribed on the stars through the ages. God had a dream for Joseph, a dream to be an integral part of salvation history, to care for a woman and her child, a vulnerable woman and her tender child.

    To me, St. Joseph presents the essence of what vocation is: an opportunity. Our call, each one of our calls no matter what it is, is an opportunity to unite our dreams, our personal dreams, our individual dreams to the dream of God.

    What are your dreams? I know for a fact when I was born, neither my father nor my mother saw red, screaming me and thought: I hope he becomes a Benedictine monk and the rector of a seminary in a place we have never heard of.

    I am sure when many of you were born, there could have been little thought of seminary, or priesthood, or the hills of Southern Indiana.

    No matter, as was the case with St. Joseph, God gets us where and when he wants us. And that, is something that we learn to love.

    What are your dreams? What is God dreaming for you?

    Today, as we remember St. Joseph, let us bring our dreams to the altar and learn his silent message of love, a message inscribed in our hearts by God, a lesson poured out for us in service, a lesson caught up in the mystery of the Bread and Wine we share, the body and blood of the child of Bethlehem, St. Joseph’s charge and our Lord, forever and ever.  


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  3. Priesthood Promises

    March 15, 2018
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    Remember us, O Lord, as you favor your people.
    Monsignor was not walking as steadily as he once did. Hell, he wasn’t doing anything as steadily as he once did, but with the cane, he was doing alright for a man of 90 something. It was five o’clock in the morning and he stood alone in the hall of his old seminary, staring down at a picture on the wall through his coke bottle glasses. The photo was a composite, his composite, his black and white classmates wearing the preposterous outfits of 65 years ago, smiling confidently, hopefully, embracing a future that they had no idea the contours of, but were young and naïve, thank God. Here was this one and that one, all gone now, all passed through the veil. Only he remained. Only he was standing, and only with the aid of a cane.

    The old halls looked familiar to him still. The terrazzo floor and the sandstone walls. Pictures hung in the places they had been for decades, old furniture still invited comfortably in this and that place. Here is the dining room and the spot that used to be the scholar shop. The dining room looks the same, the bold image of the last supper still gracing the walls, and of course, all of the rectors. Here was his old rector, now long gone to God, and the others, the many others. Here were the same oak tables and the squeaky chairs. Here was the napkin box. Did they have a napkin box back in the day? He could hardly remember.

    His glasses steamed up even though the room was cool, the March wind drifting in through open doors. How long ago it all seemed, those days of seminary. And he loved to walk around and visit the ghosts, his classmates who did this here and this there. He recalled the solemn times, now, here in the chapel, its sandstone walls like sentinels, the old stained glass shining brightly on the March day. He could hear the strains of an old psalm:
    Remember us, O Lord, as you favor your people.
    And so he remembered: He remembered masses and prayers. He remembered the continued admonitions of the director of liturgy. He remembered the homilies all the boys had preached way back when. He remembered their scrubbed faces, their pressed new albs, their stoles threatening to jump off of their shoulders at any moment. He remembered them all and all of the good times, all of the solemn times they had.

    He remembered how they complained about this class or that workshop or whatever other acronymed reality.

    He remembered all of the rowdy times in different restaurants and different bars, the arguments and the makings up. He remembered the testicle festival and Lenten shrimp fries.

    He remembered how they celebrated the real celebrations and the made up ones, the crazy antics in the hallways and in the commons, the floats for Mardi Gras, the St. Nicholas play, the ministry, both formal and informal

    He remembered how they worried about tests and evaluations but mostly about each other.

    He remembered how they didn’t care a lot of the time and that was fine as well.

    He remembered all of it and the outlines of that old composite etched itself in his fading mind. The ordination class of 2018, now more than 65 years ago, now all gone, except for him.

    Only he was left of the class of 2018, left to wander the halls of Saint Meinrad in the early morning hours, and so …

    He continued wandering. Here is the classroom where they studied Eucharist taught by the same old rector. Here is the homiletics lab, except that now it is something else.

    And finally, he came to the old alumni commons, or so it was called in his day. Now it looked to be some kind of study hall. He sat down heavily in one of the chairs, more tired than he had been in a long time. Nostalgia was exhausting. All of those memories running through his head and the strains of that old psalm again:
    Remember us, O Lord, as you favor your people.
    He remembered the promises he had made long ago, those spoken words that had trailed him throughout his life.

    He remembered the warmth of the chapel that night he had made him, all of the boys dressed up in their Sunday best.

    He remembered all of those promises that he had kept, and the ones he had broken, not out of spite but out of negligence or weakness.

    He remembered the promises and knew, as he had already reflected upon hundreds of times through the years that they all amounted to one thing, to love

    And he had loved in large and small ways. He had loved his parishioners, even the difficult ones

    He had loved the children in the school, especially the difficult ones

    He had loved the old people in the nursing home, the strong and the weak

    He had loved the prisoners in the county jail, he had lamented with them.

    He loved them all. He was in love with them all.

    And that love was like the strains of an old song, familiar and common and yet always new in the singing.
    Come to me, O weary traveler,
    come to me with your distress,
    come to me you heavy burdened,
    come to me and find your rest. 
    Do not fear, my yoke is easy,
    do not fear, my burden's light;
    do not fear the path before you;
    do not run from me in fright. 
    Take my yoke and leave your troubles;
    take my yoke and come with me.
    Take my yoke, I am beside you;
    take and learn humility. 
    Rest in me, O weary traveler, rest in me and do not fear. Rest in me, my heart is gentle, rest and cast away your care.
    And there, seated in the study hall, he fell asleep, at least he thought he was asleep, but it was only for a moment. He fell asleep and woke up again, looking down at himself from above. He looked at his hands and saw there the pulsing veins of a younger man. He looked at his arms, his legs, his feet and he knew that he was young again, knew that the joy of his youth had somehow been renewed in the sloughing off of that old body. He knew where he wanted to go and he made his way, now with speed through those familiar halls, now renewed in other colors. He found the elevator and went up and up for what seemed like an eternity and as the doors finally opened he heard the raucous laughter, spied the beat up lunch box full of Hamms beer, saw the spent cans strewn around the floor, saw the camp chairs and there they all were, those ghosts, those spirits, young again too and full of life. These were not the relics of a forgotten time. These were men standing on the edge of a future, full of promises.

    These were men who had seem him in his best moments, those dressed up moments, those solemn moments, and in his worst times, in hazes of tears and bitterness, and the aftermath of sin and pride.

    These were men who bitched with him, praised with him, groused with him, pledged loyalty with him.

    These were men whose lengths of days, long or short promised life, vitality, love, fortune, goodness, mercy, every day, every day for years and years.

    They patted him on the back and told him to pull up some floor.

    These were his classmates, freed from the burden of illness and pain, so young. Suddenly for monsignor, it was March of 2018 again. And he knew, just knew that he had broached the gates of heaven.

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Fr. Denis Robinson, OSB
Fr. Denis Robinson, OSB
Fr. Denis Robinson, OSB

Fr. Denis Robinson, OSB, is president-rector of Saint Meinrad School of Theology in St. Meinrad, IN. A Benedictine monk, he is also an assistant professor of systematic theology. A Mississippi native, Fr. Denis attended Saint Meinrad College and School of Theology, earning a bachelor's degree in philosophy in 1989 and a Master of Divinity in 1993. From 1993-97, he was parochial vicar for the Cathedral of the Immaculate Conception in Memphis, TN. He joined the Saint Meinrad monastery in August 1997. Fr. Denis also attended the Catholic University of Louvain, Belgium, where he received a master’s degree in theology in 2002, a licentiate in sacred theology in 2003, and doctorates in sacred theology and philosophy in 2007.

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