Closing Mass
May 11, 2018
Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB
Do not be afraid. Go on speaking, and do not be silent, for I am with you.
For the past few weeks we have been in what I call the
seminary downhill marathon.
There is all that packing. All those tests. All those
farewell speeches and, of course, all of those homilies.
This is the end
We are now approaching the end
The end is near
All good, all meaningful, all extremely heartfelt.
And of course, they go nicely with the readings, Jesus’
farewell discourse.
I am going to the Father. The Father and I are one. I am
in the Father and the Father is in me.
Blah, blah, blah
And so it goes, all of this going away and putting aside,
and storing up and anticipating the end. It’s bad in English, it’s even more
tedious in Greek.
Let’s be honest. Aren’t we all a little tired of the
packing up scenario, whether we understanding that practically or
eschatologically?
Filling up the cardboard boxes of our lives, our dreams,
our realities, packing and stacking ourselves into a storage unit that may
never be opened?
Basta! Finito!
Nobody can really read this convoluted discourse for
weeks on end and not think: If you’re going to go, go already. Get out! I’m
going to find lunch!
It is a divine cry as much as a rectoral cry.
Here’s what I want to propose:
Do not be afraid. Go on speaking, and do not be silent, for I am with you.
In other words …
Let’s just get the hell out of here and get on with life.
Let’s spend less time morbidly dwelling on the past and
how miserable we are to be leaving dear old Saint Meinrad and start welcoming
the new whatever it might be.
I propose we put away our elegizing and our eulogizing
and boldly begin what we are called to do,
called in no uncertain terms to do,
all of us, and that is: Fearlessly write the future of our Church.
Let’s stop thinking about where we have been and start
thinking, start dreaming about where the Spirit of God is leading us.
Because there is no doubt that the Spirit of God is
leading us today, toward tomorrow, to a new Pentecost.
The Spirit of God is coming and is already here and
brothers and sisters he is writing a message on our hearts and lives that
transcribes the morbidity of the present and the nostalgia of the past.
The Spirit of power
The Spirit of a world of joy
The Spirit of authority
The Spirit of enthronement
The Spirit of confidence
The Spirit of graciousness
The Spirit of courage
The Spirit of mercy
The Spirit of peace
The Spirit of charity
The Spirit of love, of love, of love
Write it in the stars, write that Spirit’s name in the
stars.
O my brothers and sisters, in spite of any sadness we may know or feel
We know assuredly by faith that the Spirit is
still alive in the Church. He is alive in the men and women who struggle daily
through hardships almost unimaginable to us, depravations, violence and
persecution descended upon them because of their faith in Jesus.
That spirit is alive in a thousand humming
places, in small villages and towns around the world where people gather to
hear God’s word and open the floodgates of his grace in surreptitious
celebrations of the Holy Mass. We are called to go there, to be there.
That spirit thrives in the ceaseless devotion of
the helpless, the confused and the alienated who, in the hour, the moment of
their greatest need turn their hearts over irrevocably to the Spirit that
sustains, the Spirit that rejoices, the Spirit that alone gives life.
That spirit is living in all of us who celebrate
here today, no matter where you are from, no matter where you are going, you
are called into the company of angels as we make real the promise of Jesus,
behold, I am with you always, even to the ends of the world.
That spirit is alive in each of us in the
eloquence of the ministry to which we have all been called and upon which we
cast ourselves, like bread strewn upon the waters. The witness to that Spirit
that alone can carry the burden of a world weighed down by the millstones of
sin, and pain and despair, the white dragons of our collective sense of
uselessness.
Do we not know how much we need the spirit? Do we
not realize how hopeless our brothers and sisters can become? Even in their
wealth, their style, their popularity they long for the thing that money can
never give, style can never maintain, popularity can never ensure. They long
for dignity. They long for meaning. They long for respect. They long for
excellence, for arete. They long for, hunger for life and they long for the
assurance of something greater than themselves, an assurance that hovers over
them and then buoys them up in the violence of call, of cry, of rampant beating
wings.
What does the Spirit say?
Do not be afraid. Go on speaking, and do not be silent, for I am with you.
That spirit, which we anticipate so keenly on the
coming Day of Pentecost continues today, in this place, among us. This is the Upper
Room. This is the day of Pentecost. We are the gathered number longing to hear
God’s word, that comforting word, that reassuring word in our own language, the
language spoken in the beating, the frantic beating after recognition of the
human heart.
That spirit guides and protects us even when we
don’t realize we need to be guided, refuse to accept it, even in our
self-sufficiency. We know it, we know it, we know it because we need it. And
that will sustain you in future days. You will be sustained in future days
because you pour out your lives in service to the God who gave you that life,
who is giving you that life. And my brothers and sisters, that is Good News.
We are not lamenters of the past. We are Good
News for the future.
We are the new Pentecost sweeping the Church.
We are death to sin and violence to remorse.
We are the future of the world writ not in
microcosm but writ large upon the sky in giant letters
Do not be afraid. Go on speaking, and do not be silent, for I am with you.
Praise God the Spirit cannot be silenced.
He is Risen and comes to us with startling revelation,
like the wings of a dove shining effervescently
across the expanses of a clear
summer sky.