1. Rector’s Conference

    September 20, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    During times of great stress, such as those our world is experiencing these days, we can become frustrated at leadership in sometimes faltering in their offering of guidance in helping us to meet the challenges that are before us. One of the challenges of the particular health crisis we are all facing today, indeed the world is facing today, is the challenge of guidance, in our situation, by the Church. Some dioceses have done very well in conducting the People of God through the present woes. Others have not done as well, perhaps even faltered or failed to be a firm hand in an often flimsy situation. As I have said in other formats, there is so much that we still do not know and for we bureaucrats, even Church bureaucrats, it can be hard to say exactly where to step when the fog rises at our feet in new intensity almost hourly. 

    Sometimes, however, prophecy asserts itself, giving those of us who need help the ready assurance and assistance we need. Last week, we were given a great gift in the letter of Cardinal Sarah, prefect of the Congregation of Divine Worship, detailing the ideals of Christian life, in particular in this time of upheaval. 

    In the context of his instruction, he invokes the memory of the Martyrs of Abitinae. In the year 304, during one of the last persecutions of the Roman Empire, that of the Emperor Diocletian; a group of very varied men, women and children suffered for the Faith in the African town of Abitinae.  These martyrs lived in a time when Christian numbers had swollen in many places and Christians and their leaders were increasingly seen as a threat to the status quo. The group included numerous ministers, lectors and servers in the Church, women, teenagers and two infants, Hilarion and Benignus. It is a sad yet triumphant account, one that has come down to us in brutally vivid terms, including personal testimonies of the 49 who lost their life on February 12, 304. The first among the martyrs to accept the palm of martyrdom was the parish priest Saturninus. It is fitting he should have been the first to die, always fitting that the priest should be the first to offer his life as a token of the goodness of God, a token sometimes required by the cruelty of the world in which we live, a cruelty that cannot endure the love and mercy of the Almighty. The world so often has the need to stamp out the fires of evangelical fervor. The voice of the violence of martyrdom also echoes around, careening off the walls and canyons of time. Cardinal Sarah believes it is important, today for us to hear those ancient echoes, formed from the words of the Martyrs of Abitinae. 

    Six testimonies were offered and here is what they had to say: 

    • We cannot live, be Christians, fully realize our humanity and the desires for good and happiness that dwell in the heart without the Word of the Lord, which in the celebration takes shape and becomes a living word, pronounced by God for those who today open their hearts to listen;

    What the martyrs remind us of here is the importance of public proclamation of the Word. Although they could never have envisioned our times and the so-called advanced communications of the age, the ancients knew that the Word of the Lord became a living word in celebration. While we understand that illiteracy and the reproduction of texts hampered the ability of the public to engage texts personally, there is something else at work here. We need proclamation in the community, a community that prays and works together to build up the Kingdom of God. The community becomes the authentic interpreter of Scripture in a way no professional exegete could be. The community in its love and care for each other requires the continuous, un-interrupted proclamation and the preaching of their pastors. Nothing can keep true Christians from the community. Nothing can isolate us from one another. We need one another like we need food and that food is the proclaimed and public Word. We go on with the martyrs.

    • We cannot live as Christians without participating in the Sacrifice of the Cross in which the Lord Jesus gives himself without reserve to save, with his death, the man who had died because of sin; the Redeemer associates humanity to himself and leads it back to the Father; in the embrace of the Crucifix every human suffering finds light and comfort;

    These are sobering words for martyrs, but of course give us the key to martyrdom. There is more here, however. We must live fully into the knowledge that the shadow of the cross and the shadow of Christ crucified is not idle, it cannot be still, it drifts and careens across the landscape of the human condition ironically illuminating tragedy in its shadow. What does it reveal? It reveals abuse and pain. It reveals hypocrisy and sin. It reveals falsehood and treachery. It reveals cowardice and destruction in the wake of cowardice. But it also reveals healing, healing of all of these ills. “The Redeemer associates humanity to himself and leads it back to the Father” No truer expression of Christ could be uttered and no truer; no fuller expression of our priestly responsibilities could be uttered. We are required to be the instrument of the cross’s sojourn. We take the cross and its saving balm to a world soaked in sin and worse, ignorance. Will that cost us? It must cost us. We have to pay for that privilege with our lives as did the graced people of Abitinae. The testimony goes on: 

    • We cannot live without the banquet of the Eucharist, the Lord's table to which we are invited as children and brothers to receive the Risen Christ himself, present in body, blood, soul and divinity in that Bread of heaven that sustains us in joys and labors of the earthly pilgrimage;

    Here is the heart of the matter. We cannot live without the Eucharist and no podcast or broadcast can imitate or replace the Table of the Lord. At the altar, we receive what cannot be found in other places, the Lord’s own Body, that Body that was born so long ago in the lowly cattle shed of Bethlehem. That Body that traversed the dusty backroads of Palestine bringing healing and Good News to a people deaf and suffering in the purgatory of sin. That Body that performed miracles in the lives of the downtrodden and broken, but itself was rejected by the powers of the day. That Body that was humiliated and scorned in the ridiculing shadows of the Via Dolorosa. That Body that was nailed to a cross and suffered and died for a people who were indifferent, who did not care. In light of this, should we fear? In light of this, can we fear? We cannot fear. We must not fear unless we wish in our desire for preservation at all costs to spit in the face of Christ as did those taunters on that ugly day in Jerusalem. 

    The African Christians knew this Truth and the Roman evil knew this Truth as well. Kill the priest, kill the Eucharistic celebration and you kill the faith. Brothers and sisters, our faith is built upon the Eucharist, its messy and at times repetitious reality. Our faith is built not only upon the physical presence of the Body of Christ, a real presence that can never be compromised. Our faith is also built solidly on OUR being together as the Body of Christ. Who are we? We are men and women who are sinners, who struggle with doubts, who are half-hearted and sometimes half-witted. We are boaster and braggarts. We are also beautiful in our brokenness. We need to see that reality played out as only it can be played out in the most significant, the most ambitious, the most ludicrous and illuminating of cosmic dramas. The Mass tells us who we are. That cannot be compromised even by the threat of contagion. 

    • We cannot live without the Christian community , the family of the Lord: we need to meet the brothers who share the sonship of God, the brotherhood of Christ, the vocation and the search for holiness and the salvation of their souls in the rich diversity of ages, personal stories, charisms and vocations;

    So many in these past months have been confined to home, confined with family. For some that has been enlightening. Some have learned new ways of relating to parents and children. Some have experienced real miracles of reconnection with the ties that forged us initially. Others have also experienced an intensification of what was usual, abuse, pain, and sin. For some houseboundedness has been a curse. Our biological families are essential to our formation, for good so often, for ill sometimes. Our Catholic communities are augmentations of that biological truth. They augment and enliven real family solidarity. They sometimes heal us when real families fail. Parish communities are places of healing and wholeness. They are places where authentic vocations are discerned and realized. They are places where holiness abides. We cannot lose them. My fear in the aftermath of this contagion is that parishes will suffer. I fear that some people, cut off from the lifeline of community life and Eucharist will fall away. How well have we taken care of our people during these months of confusion? How much do we reach out to others as opposed to treating ourselves to the ever-greater intoxication of self-interest? Communities in all of their nitty-grittiness must stand and grow stronger. We are the instruments of that essential reality and we must make sure we never become obstacles. 

    • We cannot live without the house of the Lord, which is our home, without the holy places where we were born to the faith, where we discovered the provident presence of the Lord and we discovered the merciful embrace that raises those who have fallen, where we consecrated our vocation to religious life or to marriage, where we begged and thanked, rejoiced and wept, where we entrusted our loved ones who have completed their earthly pilgrimage to the Father;

    I am both sobered and angered by the sight of empty parking lots in great parishes on Sunday. I am saddened by the sight of yellow or red ribbon that serves to vacant places in churches that need to be filled with hungry, spiritually hungry people. We need our churches and our churches need us. These buildings, and I speak even of our buildings here, these building are the arterial system, the lifeblood of the beating heart of church life. We have become adept at closing off spaces, of distancing. Distancing may save physical lives. Masks may save physical lives. I know they do, but at what cost to the soul starving for affection, a hug, a smile, a laugh. At what cost brothers and sisters? A few years ago, I had the chance to visit a church in Guatemala. It was a Sunday and an ordinary parish Mass. First, the large church was full. Second it was filled with people, singing, fretting about their children, running after babies, responding to the Mass over their shoulders. This is how the Church should be. This is how it must be. A number of years ago I was staying in the city of Athens and a large assembly of people gathered from a Sunday liturgy. The church was overflowing. There was singing, praying loudly, scolding, yelling and all spilling over into the courtyard. The priest kept going and so did the peripatetic people. Church was in the midst of life. It was filled with life. It was not distanced. The same is true of my growing up years when we would travel miles and miles to see a preacher of note in a tent erected in a field somewhere, filled with people in suits and dressed way too hot for them, they sang, they amen-ed, they fanned themselves with Jesus fans provided courtesy of the local funeral parlor. That is not safe. 

    We go on with the martyrs:

    • We cannot live without the day of the Lord, without Sunday which gives light and meaning to the succession of days of work and family and social responsibilities.

    We know the truth of this statement. We know it even as we moan and complain as priests about our over-burdened workload. Everything, literally everything is clarified by Sunday, by the day of the Lord’s resurrection. We have lost that. We have lost SABBATH. We have lost rest. We have lost all of it well before old scratch Covid came to town. Brothers, as future priests have a responsibility and it is nothing less that rebuilding our culture and our world, reestablishing the lines of meaning so often obscured by the politics and peccadillos of the times in which we live. This means many things but primarily it means that we are called to something. 

    My brothers and sisters, this is a time in which we are called to live prophetic lives. In point of fact, we are always called to live prophetic lives, even in the most neutral of times, as though there were such a thing as neutral times. We must be fearless and we must be bold and so, I exhort you:

    Stop griping and start preaching the Word of God. The Word of God must be proclaimed and we are the agents of that proclamation, but that life-giving, that searing, that brilliant Word cannot be heard until our mealy selves shut up. Proclaim with every fiber of your being and GO.

    Stop caring only about ourselves. Stop whining and bleating about this rule and that prohibition and try to find your voice of danger, your evangelizing voice. Every time you open your mouth ask yourself: Is this a prophetic Word? Is this a Word that proclaim Christ and He crucified? 

    Stop worrying about how we are missing restaurants and shopping and getting out. God has provided us with the opportunity, the singular opportunity to grow in this little hothouse of the Gospel. 

    Stop fretting and become martyrs, witnesses. 

    This is the time of prophecy and we can do no better that instill in ourselves the values fought for and died for by the martyrs of Abitinae

    Abitinae is here. Abitinae is today. We are Abitinae. Now let us live into that promise. 

  2. Friday of the Twenty-Fourth Week in Ordinary Time

    September 18, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    One of the most interesting things about St. Luke, in the Gospel and in the Acts of the Apostles is how he is able to shine a spotlight on obscurity. 

    This little village, this town, this ditch, this tiny corner of the temple. And people … 

    A man fell in with robbers

    A woman lost her coin

    Another man had two sons

    And then there are the hidden persons who receive tantalizing names

    Simeon and Anna

    Zachariah and Elizabeth

    Cleopas and his companion on the road to Emmaus

    And today, Mary of Magdala, first mentioned here in the Bible, a woman about which we know nothing but also about which we think we know everything.

    Joanna, the wife of Chuza, Herod’s official

    Susanna and many others. 

    Of course, history and hagiography have tried to fill in the Gospel blanks.

    Mary Magdalen, well we know how she ended up.

    The mysterious Joanna is depicted as holding the head of John the Baptist, after all, she must have been there since her husband worked in the place

    Susanna, well about the only thing we know about Susanna is that her name means “lily”. 

    None of it really matters, of course, and St. Luke has a way of cleverly showing us a more important truth with his tantalizing names. Jesus knows us and Jesus calls us. 

    He calls us, calls us by name as well and plucks us from a life of obscurity.

    He makes us a people known by God, even if our personal lives remain a mystery to the world. 

    Brothers, what shall we do with so great a vocation? How shall we live it?

    IT is so intimate and so personal, and yet so public and so corporate. 

    Fortified by that call and by the Bread of Life we receive here, let us follow the example of so great a cloud of witnesses and spread the Good News of Jesus in our own little obscure corner of the world. 

  3. Triumph of the Holy Cross

    September 14, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    When you are an old priest, certain feasts and certain readings will creep up on you and bite you with the sharp incising of memory.

    The Gospel reading tells us the whole story:

    For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
    so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
    but might have eternal life.

    It tells a big part of our story as well.

    For me, well, it’s complicated but today is a diamond feast, many faceted, aging, beautifully … sharp: The Triumph of the Cross.

    When I was younger, it was a feast full of history, the torch lit discovery of the Empress Helen, the soil of Calvary transported to Rome in order to build the Church of Santa Croce on the grounds of Helen’s old palace, the strains of the chant: Christus Vincit, Christus Regnat, Christus Imperat. It was a beautiful feast, is a beautiful feast, but a theoretical feast.

    When I was a little older, the feast became something else for me, a feast of personal triumphs and tragedies that accompanied the cross of the priesthood. Preaching from year to year centered on real crosses and real people, including for me a very personal loss that came on this day 24 years ago.

    Today, for me, the image is the new year of the Byzantine calendar. Today we rejoice with our Eastern brothers and sisters as they begin again, struggle again, try to gain some ground again in Churches often threatened by the social and political forces around them.

    Hagios, O Theos, Hagios, Iskyros, Hagios Athantos elyson hemas

    All of that is right. All of that is good. All of that is the past, all that is every day in the life of a very old priest.

    It is the same with the holy cross, itself.

    When you are young, the cross is a threat, it is that thing that threatens to consume you as it consumed our Lord. It is the instrument of pain and torture no matter how sanitizingly we theorize and historicize it. It is the threat that life is real in spite of our well-choreographed dance of expectation.

    When you are a little older, the cross is a millstone, its wooden weight is a hindrance to our making progress through life, its chaffing an affliction to an existence lived in perpetual motion.

    In age, I hope, the cross is a blessing. In its widening arms we see the embrace of a God who was willing, is willing to give all for such an ungrateful family.

    The cross is a threat, and the cross is a millstone, and a blessing.

    It’s complicated, a great mélange of meaning. And we adore it, we love it in its tragedy and triumph. That is perhaps its personal exaltation for each of us, finally to acknowledge that, precisely in the cross:

    God so loved the world that he gave his only Son,
    so that everyone who believes in him might not perish
    but might have eternal life.

    That is exaltation. That is triumph.
  4. Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary

    September 8, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    The whole thing began with what could only be described as “the fall”. It was never forgotten among the folks of Oxford. The occasion was the funeral of Aunt Earlina Pettit. She had died rather unexpectedly after choking on a pork chop bone. There was little doubt that she was dead. Dr. Fairhope had said so. Uncle George Pettit had arranged the funeral (and the funeral luncheon, which did not include pork chops) and both were lovely. George and Earlina were dressed in identical outfits, which is the way they were always seen in life. Everyone was there, all of the Pettits, though that mattered very little, and all, absolutely all of the Taylor Steggs’s from everywhere, including the South Carolina Steggs’s, who had not been seen in the vicinity of Oxford for several decades.

    It began innocently enough when Mr. Taylor Steggs, the famed evangelist and six year old prodigy decided to try his hand at resuscitation, or even resurrection. Mr. Taylor Steggs was in no doubt that she was dead, in fact he counted on it. He decided that he needed, it was absolutely required, that Mr. Taylor Steggs should lay his hand of healing on the corpse of Aunt Earlina Pettit, who, by the way was not at all related to Mr. Taylor Steggs or any of the other Steggs’s except in the general way that the path of glory leads but to the grave. Mr. Taylor Steggs believed that if he laid a hand on the supine body of Aunt Earlina, she might, just might rise from the grave, or in this case, the funeral home.

    Being as vertically challenged as he was, he need some help and so he recruited his cousin, Miss Taylor Steggs of the Savannah, Tennessee Steggs’s to give him a hand, or in this case, a knee. She knelt and extended her knee. He climbed up and peered into the coffin. He extended his hand of miraculous healing, and then, well, then “the fall”.

    Mr. Taylor Steggs’s foot then slipped and he and Miss Taylor Steggs of the Savannah Steggs’s grabbed the edge of the casket for leverage. Unfortunately, the coffin of Aunt Earlina Pettit was not prepared for such a juvenile eventuality. The casket came toppling over, the lid popped open and the body of Aunt Earlina Pettit tumbled out on top of Mr. Taylor Steggs and Miss Taylor Steggs of the Savannah Steggs’s. The coffin sprawled. The flowers scattered. And as Aunt Earlina Pettit was a woman of ample proportion, the compressing weight was not incidental. In fact her almost three hundred pounds came crashing down right onto Mr. Taylor Steggs’s right arm. Mr. Taylor Steggs’s arm was broken. It was broken and Aunt Earlina never had the chance to feel the heat of his resuscitating power. She remained dead and Mr. Taylor Steggs became convalescent.

    That is where the story really begins, with Mr. Taylor Steggs sitting up in bed in his smoking jacket, although he did not, in fact, smoke at all. He was convalescing, convalescing as a right lateral recumbent. Now we come to the hero, or should we say the heroine of this story. It was Mrs. Taylor Steggs, Mr. Taylor Steggs’s mother. Mrs. Taylor Steggs, was, of course, not born as Mrs. Taylor Steggs, she came from a completely different clan of people from the town of Nazareth, in the Texas panhandle. Her family, however, had the decency to move to New Albany, Mississippi when the infantile Mrs. Taylor Steggs was just five years old. While a student at Ole Miss, Mrs. Taylor Steggs had met Mr. Taylor Steggs senior and began to live. She was a lovely woman, versified in all of the arts, a wonderful musician, talented as a painter, and very, very intelligent. Her intelligence was the governing factor of her person as this was obviously the reason she gave birth to the great and wonderful Mr. Taylor Steggs, or so he believed.

    Mr. Taylor Steggs’s long period of recovery after the fall was dramatic. There were sleepless nights and fevered days. There was physical illness and headaches. Spiritually, Mr. Taylor Steggs struggled as well. He questioned his abilities as an evangelist although he received dozens of prayer requests. Through it all, there was his mother.

    First she painted a beautiful landscape on his cast. It was the grove at Ole Miss including the walk of champions arch which curled around his arm. She cooked soup for him and spoon fed him with the best silver. She gave him hand massages and read him stories. She never left his side through thick or thicker.

    Of course, Mr. Taylor Steggs was not grateful. One never does appreciate one’s mother, at least not fully. As the days of his recovery stretched on, the memory of the fall began to disappear like a mist across the courthouse square. Mr. Taylor Steggs was not grateful but his mother never swerved from her love. She loved him very much and the young evangelist knew it deep down. His mother never failed in her love. That was sure, as sure as her name was Mrs. Taylor Steggs, which, of course it was not. She was like so many of her generation who took her husband’s name, why wouldn’t she?

    She was born with another name, however, one she still had, her parents Joe and Ann Peppercorn of Nazareth, Texas had named their glorious daughter, Mary.

  5. Memorial of St. Gregory the Great

    September 3, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson

    The disciples were tired of fishing. And why not?

    They had been at it all night. The boys were pooped. They saw very little profit from a lot of hard work. The disciples were tired of fishing, and I suspect, they were a little tired of discipleship. Jesus, after all, asked a lot. Leave your family, your friends, your community, everything you know and follow me.

    He preached, he talked, he walked, he talked some more, he preached some more, and he walked some more. He walked a great deal. In fact, they have walked those shores repeatedly over the past three chapters of Luke.

    Not only was discipleship hard work, Jesus wasn’t all that clear about what the goals were, what they were really after. In fact, Jesus wasn’t very clear about anything. Follow me. Put out into the deep waters.

    So here they were, back at it, their old jobs. What they knew, what they could comprehend, what they understood as successful or not, and tonight? Not so much. At least they only had to work the shallow end.

    The disciples were tired of fishing. And why not?

    How much of our discipleship is lived in the shallow end of the Christian lake?

    Some of us, perhaps many of us tend toward tininess, at least at times. We are looking, searching for an itsy bit of faith, of doing the Master’s work, of following in his way, of prayer.

    We’ve gone out, but only to the shallow end and so we revel in gestures, of discipleship checked off of a list, of tokenism.

    There are so many things in this world that clamor for our attention and so we try to give everything equal time, whether it is jobs, homes, families, parishes, seminary, classes, each other.

    And so, we touch this, and we stir our fingers meanderingly in that. We poke around here and struggle to keep all of our dishes juggling.

    And sometimes we give up. We give up too easily. There is nothing to be had from this relationship. There is nothing to be gained from this class. There is no end point to this vocational pursuit.

    I would say indeed that a great deal of our discipleship is lived in the shallow end of the lake.

    In Jesus’ plan, however, the disciples had to go all the way, all the way down the road, all the way to that most deep end of the lake, the deepest end possible, death.

    And this is supposed to be Good News? I wonder. The beginning of the journey in Luke’s Gospel would eventually take Jesus and the disciples to Calvary, the deepest end of the lake.

    They have a way to go, however. They have a path to trod. They have lessons to learn. They have stories to hear. For the next 15 chapters of Luke, the disciples are investigating just how many fish, how much sustenance, nourishment, wisdom, can be had from that deep end of life.

    A complete commitment to Jesus, fashioned over time, offered them more than food, more than fish, it gave them something to live for.

    It gave them a way of life that would pull threateningly at the nets they had, but it also gave them blessings, so many blessings like thousands of fish spilling out onto the deck of their boat.

    The IKTHOS, showed them the future on that day. How many disciples could be gained by deep fishing?

    In Jesus’ plan the disciples had to go all the way

    Jesus is asking us to go all the way.

    In the shadow of those disciples, in their footsteps, in the wake of their boat, we too must step out in faith.

    We must also move into the deep waters.

    We must reach down deep within ourselves and find out what we truly want and how we truly need to live.

    Brothers and sisters, as we are called to fish for people, how do we want to live?

    Do we desire the shallow life or do we long, yearn to put into deep water?

    Do we desire to drink the lake of discipleship to the dregs?

    What do we want today, a kid’s wading pool, or the promise of infinity?

    At its greatest depth, the Sea of Galilee is 141 feet deep.

    That is where we must plant our feet.

    Jesus is asking us, begging us, to go all the way.

  6. Mass for Opening Day

    August 31, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    Mr. Taylor Steggs was desperate for money. He had recently heard that his favorite evangelist, Dr. Tangerine Hope was to conduct a revival in Tupelo. Every fiber of his being longed to hear the preaching of Dr. Tangerine Hope again, down by the banks of the Barnes Crossing Lake. Unfortunately, the parents of Mr. Taylor Steggs were lately of the opinion that he had obtained a degree of seniority that warranted his “earning a little money of his own”. Both his father, Mr. Taylor Steggs, and his mother, Mrs. Taylor Steggs refused both to take him to Tupelo, and to pay for his bus fare on the Trailways bus. And so, he decided that he would earn some capital of his own by selling his famed soda pop bottle collection. Slowly but surely he was hauling the renowned collection to the Piggly Wiggly in his Radio Flyer. That is the background to what warranted the scene of his jangling down Main Street toward the downtown area. He was making his third Piggly Wiggly run of the day.

    As he passed the Ajax restaurant on the town square, Mrs. Talmadge Steerforth was exiting the eatery with three of her lady friends. Mrs. Talmadge Steerforth was quite a personage, having been born Ida Mae Scruggs of the Water Valley Scruggs and having served in her fair youth as Watermelon Queen of Yalobusha County. Today, as always, she was with her posse of ladies. There was a mah-jongg game awaiting them at someone’s home and Mrs. Steerforth was most interested to get to it. However, when she caught sight of Mr. Taylor Steggs and his rather cumbersome freight she stopped dead in her tracks.

    “Well, good afternoon, Mr. Taylor Steggs” she said in a slightly molassesy drawl. Everyone always referred to him as Mr. Taylor Steggs and so he was quite accustomed to the formality.

    “Good morning to you Mrs. Steerforth” he returned lifting his hat for although it was early September in Oxford, Mississippi, that is to say the very paragon of heat, Mr. Taylor Steggs would not have been caught dead without a hat. This is what Mr. Taylor Steggs thought, as “paragon” was his new word and a word, he believed, that suited him to a tee. Mr. Taylor Steggs above all believed in the old ways, manners and gentility, the Old South, and he was after all the inheritor of a great name. He lived in a great line. He had to realize the part. Today, he was wearing his green seersucker suit and a bright pink bowtie. It looked a bit electrical and was somewhat on the modern side for Mr. Taylor Steggs, but that was alright. Even the most conservative of gentlemen had to change every once in a while, and that was a lesson he had learned in his long seven years of life.

    Mrs. Talmadge Steerforth then began interrogating him with the authority that only a former Watermelon Queen could muster: “Mr. Taylor Steggs, I have not seen you at Sunday School these past five weeks. I was praying fervently that you were not taken ill.” Her face wrinkled up in a curious fashion betraying real concern of the state of Mr. Taylor Steggs’ health.

    As Mr. Taylor Steggs stood there with his hand on the handle of the Radio Flyer, he began to turn a bright tone of red, out-pinking his own bow tie by several shades.

    “I ugh, I emmm, I eeeee” He stumbled and frankly the whole street seemed to quiet down because no one, no one in Oxford had ever heard Mr. Taylor Steggs at a loss for words.

    The truth of the matter was simple, if remarkably, spiritually complicated. Mr. Taylor Steggs was considering, deeply considering changing confessions. He felt, deeply felt, that his days as a Baptist were drawing to a close and he had arranged in his mind a conversion. He had arranged it in his soul as well, or nearly had. He was going to join the holiness community of Chief Apostle Maximillian Hope and his wife, Dr. Tangerine Hope. He felt called to do so. He felt it trembling in the very marrow of his being, but he had no firm idea of how to express this marrowness to his Sunday School teacher who stood in front of the Ajax restaurant with her mah-jongg ladies waiting for an answer. So he did what any good Christian would do. He lied.

    “I have been quite ill,” he responded. “I have consumption!” Mr. Taylor Steggs was not quite sure what consumption was but he was sure it could buy him at least a couple of more weeks of absence from the First Baptist Church Sunday School. His parents were not concerned about his soul for they were used to what they referred to as his wild hairs.

    “My word, Mr. Taylor Steggs, you poor boy” Her voice had real feeling in it but her eyes were a bit too merry to be credulous.

    “Should you be out here on the streets in your condition?” She queried again in a kind of perky panic.

    “You must care for yourself Mr. Taylor Steggs. Remember what Jesus said:

    The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
    because he has anointed me
    to bring glad tidings to the poor.

    That’s you Mr. Taylor Steggs. That’s you.” And off she flew to her game with her ladies.

    Mr. Taylor Steggs stood on the sidewalk in front of the Ajax and turned red again. He had lied. He had told a dirty fib to get out of telling the truth about Tupelo and Dr. Tangerine Hope and the Chief Apostle. What was wrong with him? Had his seven years in the ministry taught him nothing but how trippingly his tongue could twist itself into a blatant lie. Mr. Taylor Steggs hung his head and grasped the handle of the wagon and moved on.

    He was not far from the Piggly Wiggly when his conscience began to speak to him. Mr. Taylor Steggs was nothing if not a man of conscience.

    “Mr. Taylor Steggs” his conscience said, even his conscience called him Mr. Taylor Steggs. “You need to reflect on your sins.”

    His conscience was right, of course it was, it was perfect. And so Mr. Taylor Steggs took a little detour away from the main road and into the woods just behind the Piggly Wiggly. It wasn’t long before the woods became quite dark. Mr. Taylor Steggs felt no fear however, because he was, in general fearless, except for caves and large reptiles, he did not favor those. He was not afraid, but he did find it hard to pull the wagon over the piles of moldy leaves from years past. Soon he came upon a fallen tree and after spreading his handkerchief on the mildewing wildness of the bark, and checking for termites and ants, he sat down to ponder. He was, after all, an expert ponderer.

    The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
    because he has anointed me
    to bring glad tidings to the poor.

    He said it over and over in his mind and must have finally spoken out loud as the pile of leaves next to his convenient log, stirred.

    A skunk! thought Mr. Taylor Steggs, but then he realized that it was no critter, but instead, Erasmus Cunningham, the town inebriate. Mr. Taylor Steggs and Erasmus were long friends. At first, Erasmus was a project of his, trying as he did to rid him of his drunken and sinful ways. Slowly, however, as Mr. Taylor Steggs grew in wisdom, he realized that Erasmus was something of a prophet, or at least a seer. Just getting enough moonshine for inebriation in dry Lafayette County was a kind of genius.

    “Hello, Mr. Erasmus,” Mr. Taylor Steggs said, once he realized that the leaf pile was both sentient and his friend.

    “What are you going on about Mr. Taylor Steggs and what are you doing with those rattly bottles? A man cannot get a decent sleep around here with all this traffic and talking.”

    These protestations had no effect whatsoever on Mr. Taylor Steggs. He needed counsel. He poured out his soul to the leaf pile because he thought of Erasmus Cunningham as though he were a psychiatrist or a pagan Roaming Catholic priest. He confessed his sin.

    He told about the desire, the deep desire he had to go to Tupelo, he confided his secret financial machinations to earn the passage on the bus. He confessed his lying to Mrs. Talmadge Steerforth. He cried bitterly at this last part. All of it, all of the whole blasted business was his desire to get to Tupelo and receive again the blessings poured out from that temple of grace, Dr. Tangerine Hope.

    The leaf pile did not stir and Mr. Taylor Steggs wondered if his oracle had fallen into a drunken stupor, but then, suddenly Erasmus hiccupped and said: “You know Mr. Taylor Steggs, you need to remember ol’ Jerry Miah, what did he say?”

    “Trust you not in lying words, saying, The temple of the LORD, The temple of the LORD, The temple of the LORD, are these.”

    “You don’t need no damn trip to Tupelo. Ain’t no salvation anywheres but in these woods, under these leaves, on this ol’ log. Or at least, if it ain’t here’ it ain’t anywhere else”

    “Trust you not in lying words, saying, The temple of the LORD, The temple of the LORD, The temple of the LORD, are these.”

    The leaf pile rolled over and smothered under the fallen foliage, Mr. Taylor Steggs heard in muffled tones:

    “The Temple of the Lord. The Temple of the Lord. The Temple of the Lord.”

    He smiled to himself. And he knew he didn’t need the spiritual enticements of Tupelo to enrich his godly life. He didn’t need Dr. Tangerine Hope or the Chief Apostle.

    Mr. Taylor Steggs had his own temple, it was sitting in the forest behind the Piggly Wiggly wrapped in glorious seersucker with a brilliant pink bow tie.

    The temple then picked himself up, grasped the handle of his Radio Flyer and returned home. The temptations of Tupelo receded far into the September haze. He was after all, a temple of the Lord right here in Oxford.

  7. Evening Prayer, Blessing of the Faculty, and Opening of the Fall Term

    August 31, 2020
    Very Rev. Denis Robinson, OSB

    I saw a new Jerusalem, the holy city, coming down out of heaven from God, beautiful as a bride prepared to meet her husband.

    These words from the Book of Revelation reminded me of a story I saw on the BBC website last week. It was a so-called human interest story about people stuck at home. The story related how people were beginning to appreciate more the views from their windows that they had not paid much attention to in the past.

    This one could see the sunset, he had never noticed that.

    This one could see a playground, she hadn’t realized it before

    This other one could see the pyramids of Giza. Well, I think I would have noticed that before now.

    All of the folks in the story were amazed at what they saw from their windows, what being quarantined offered them.

    We are a people living now in the wake of a silent, deadly viral menace which seemingly stalks us around every corner.

    The virus and the ensuing cultural panic which surrounds it has been a thief

    We are robbed of being together, of the simple pleasures that come from glances and laughter, of play and the comradery of community.

    We are robbed of open spaces, isolated as we are in our rooms, in our homes, in our seminary, whatever that may mean, we cannot stretch, we cannot breath as the powerful knee of contagion chokes our windpipes.

    We are robbed of our classrooms, of the ability to come face to face, and nose to nose with learning. Everything must be kept at an arm’s length. The intimacy of intellectual pursuits knows nothing of arm’s lengths.

    We are robbed of our united voices in the chapel, the united message of the liturgy, the extension of that prayer in the dining room.

    We are robbed of ministry, of the wonder that confronts us week to week in faces and eyes filled with sadness and wonder, desperation and exhilaration in hospitals, nursing homes, schools, parishes.

    We are robbed of well-being as we fear every sneeze, every cough. Can I still smell? Can I still taste? We become paranoid even as the cold swab of fear penetrates our brains.

    We are robbed of hugs and “welcome backs” from our classmates and friends, separated from us during this past summer of imprisonment.

    We are robbed of being ourselves, of being our true selves, men and women for whom Christian life, Christian discipleship is about skin-to-skin, caress, intimacy.

    Brothers and sisters, the virus has robbed us of so much, so very much.

    For me the greatest loss has been faces. I long to see the quirky smiles, the soft laugh lines, the sense of bewildering irony, the crossness, even. I long for our faces to return. We need our faces. It is not natural to communicate to the world through the barrier of a mask.

    All of this is missing. So many of our values have fled in the wake of the tyrannical arm of the silent virus

    While it is easy for us to capture what we miss we might also turn our thoughts and our spiritual insight to what we still have, or indeed, what we might gain in this time.

    What do we have? 

    First, I believe we have the sensibility of loss. Those of you who spent time in a parish this summer know what a loss it was, it is, for our Catholic folks to be deprived of the Sacraments.

    We know the loss of community fellow feeling, of time spend shooting the crap after Mass, of breakfasts shared at the Waffle House, of parish socials, parking lot picnics.

    We have seen loss and we know loss, even if we cannot say it, if our folks cannot express it.

    We know, they know that something essential has fled under the threat of the silent menace.

    Knowing that we have lost something is the first ideal of insight.

    What do we have?

    We have windows. I believe that the virus, and our relative isolation have given us the insight to see new views from the windows of our lives.

    We can peak in now, like spiritual voyeurs into the lives of shut-ins, on those controlled and contained in prisons, on the character of loneliness. If we can learn compassion in the time of virus, we have learned much.

    What do we have, what can we see from our windows if we take a little time?

    We can peak now on the grandeur of creation laid out for us, for those of us who take the time to really look, to really see the goodness and the miracle of nature. Here are changing seasons and changing landscapes, seen for the first time.

    What do we have?

    We have the chance to know, to really know the lives of our fellow prisoners, to have those long and meaningful talks lubricated by a moderate intake of good Kentucky bourbon, to listen to those vocation stories, to tell our own lives, to tell them truly and deeply. We have that chance in a pure and undistracted way.

    And of course, we have the chance to spend time with God in prayer, deep prayer, prayer for the world, prayer for our families, prayer for the Church choking in the pestilentious fog of illness and death.

    We also have the chance to answer truly the call to which we have all attended, the call to be disciples and ministers of the Gospel.

    I wonder if we can use this very inconvenient time to listen to that call more closely?

    I was struck the other day, last Monday I believe it was by the second reading in the Office of Readings. It was from the treatise on John by St. Thomas Aquinas.

    “Every spiritual shepherd must endure the lost of his bodily life for the salvation of the flock, since the spiritual good of the flock is more important than the bodily life of the shepherd.”

    Those words struck me hard. But I don’t know why they should. That is our goal. To serve the Church, to serve the flock of Christ, especially this little masked flock here.

    We do however need to be reminded once in a while that we are called to something extraordinary, something that goes far beyond masks and social distancing. When we can remember that something, or should I say someone, we will remember a man who went all the way to Calvary for the sake of a senseless people.

    We may need to learn new ways to do that and we may discover new blessings on the way.

    Brothers and sisters it is going to be a challenge for us not being Saint Meinrad in these coming days and weeks.

    Or perhaps I should say it will be a challenge for us to become a new Saint Meinrad. If there is cause for despair, let’s not give into it. 

    Instead let us rejoice in the superfluity of grace that come from pursuing our authentic vocations in Christ.

    Let us find new courage, new power, new vision, new determination.  

    In the wake of the virus rampage upon the landscapes of the world a sliver of blessing may be that we are beginning to appreciate more the views from our own window. 

    What shall we see when we look out in faith?

    I saw a new Jerusalem, the holy city, coming down out of heaven from God, beautiful as a bride prepared to meet her husband.

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Fr. Denis Robinson, OSB, is president-rector of Saint Meinrad School of Theology in St. Meinrad, IN. A Benedictine monk, he is also an assistant professor of systematic theology. A Mississippi native, Fr. Denis attended Saint Meinrad College and School of Theology, earning a bachelor's degree in philosophy in 1989 and a Master of Divinity in 1993. From 1993-97, he was parochial vicar for the Cathedral of the Immaculate Conception in Memphis, TN. He joined the Saint Meinrad monastery in August 1997. Fr. Denis also attended the Catholic University of Louvain, Belgium, where he received a master’s degree in theology in 2002, a licentiate in sacred theology in 2003, and doctorates in sacred theology and philosophy in 2007.

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